and we`ll be celebrating x`mas. :D
i have already started my planning for 彼`s present.
including his family ones of coz. ((:

few days ago was on the cab back to office.
& noticed tat orchard road was already decorated.

time flies,
but not too fast though. )):

dun really have a wishlist for x`mas.
coz i`m quite contented already.
maybe just some more $$$ into my bank.

unpaid leave killed almost half of my net pay.
but its still quite near tat 4D.
november is going to be my to-save-money month.
plus OTs.
so tat dec i can survive. ((:
and i must survive.
tax reporting period lar!

going to hunt for some nice ribbons.
plus going to be a garang-guni.
hahaha

1 month ago,
i was enjoying life in japan.
no wait.
i was having fever this day.
the day before 彼 start work.
speaking of tat fever,
it sucks.
u`ll feel tat u`re damned bloody cold even to ur bones!
next u`ll be having fever without feeling it.
terrible.

not to rant any much further since salonpas is not going to help.
i am going to sleep with different poses.
:DD

ラベル: daily rants, japan trip 2009, あい♥ユー

eri chan
ちゃん. 12:40 午前

was asked on this qn many times.
this morning, my mum asked me again.

japan or singapore.

i dun have the definite answer right now.
i always think that it is still early.
not a problem to worry about.

how much longer do i need to decide on this?
mummy told me to 走一歩　算一歩.
but wad is 走一歩　算一歩?
how?

ラベル: random thoughts

eri chan
ちゃん. 4:06 午後

「僕の初恋を君に捧ぐ」

not because 井上真央 is acting, but the story just touched me.

watched the preview of it in japan.
watched the making of just now.
and am super touched.
切ない

and its theme song was ken hirai`s.
wad can be worst dan this?
):

純愛 story.
my weakness.
「余命1ヶ月の花嫁」 also killed me.

ラベル: daily rants

eri chan
ちゃん. 1:29 午後

i need to face it.
i am now back at singapore.
reality sucks.

why do i feel tat i`m weaker than before.
the tolerance has went lower each time.
until when, will i stop getting weaker each time we part?

when will we meet next time?
golden week?
bf's bday?
x'mas?

its still such a long way to go.
our journey is going to be long.
but how long?

am glad tat i had received recognition from his family.
even his grandmother.
hopefully i am able to give them a visit next yr.

one phrase which bf taught me before departing.

一番辛い言葉は「ありがとう」
だから　言わないで.

ラベル: japan trip 2009

eri chan
ちゃん. 2:27 午前