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BASECODE: BLOGSKINS
LAYOUT: KITTY MALL
CURSORS: LITTLE MISS WENDY

0018/10/31

i`m not feelin` good rite now.
feel like i`m enclosed inside a veri dark and small room.
where i can`t speak upp nor scream.
so how can i fend for myself in such a situation like this?
mayb all i could do was to wait for tat someone to open the room`s door.
but who could it be?
mayb it`s just any other stranger tat threw the keys in.
which i have to unlock the room
all by myself.
weird.

why can`t ppl put urself in their shoes or another?
can`t they just understand the situation before makin` sucha comment?
it`s kinda hurtin` to the person tat can`t be understood by others.
it`s just isn`t the way it should turn out to be.
just tat the majority of the population are able to live with it.
doesn`t mean tat the whole population are able to live with it.
am i rite?

************************

finally got to know 74`s name indirectly.
thru` a veri weird way.
the name list.
funny.
((:

eri chan
ちゃん. 12:51 午前

am i

a person tat gets influenced easily..`?
a person tat gets offended easily..`?
a person tat gives upp easily..`?
a person tat shows my feelin`s easily..`?
a person tat do things half-way..`?
a person tat likes to do things which i only like..`?
a person tat is almost as stubborn as a bull..`?
a person tat can gets on ur nerves..`?
a person tat shows my mood swing easily..`?
a person tat gets upset just becoz i can`t get wad i wanted..`?

yes, it`s true

tat i get influenced easily..`
tat i can get offended by ur words easily..`
tat i got the feelin` of givin` upp but tries to persist..`
tat i showed my feelin`s easily as it`s clearly written on my forehead tat i`m unhappy..`
tat i might do things half-way due to the lack of passion for it..`
tat i only like to do stuffs which interests me..`
tat i can be as stubborn as a bull when i`m determined to tat certain stuff..`
tat i could get on ur nerves when i`m damned irritated..`
tat i showed my mood swings easily..`
tat i get upset when there`s nothin` for me to achieve..`

one word

tat`s wad humans are..`

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i don`t wanna be lonely no more
-- from Rob Thomas`s Lonely no more

eri chan
ちゃん. 12:23 午前

0018/10/29

updates ((:

wed
went gym + badminton with ahh family..` supposin`ly was play bball with the guys de..` but dun koe why suddenly rained..` so didn`t play..` haha..` ate dinner after tat with ahh lee..` ((:

thurs
didn`t do much..` except tat lectures are soo damned booorinnggg..`!! )):

fri
full day packed with lectures and tutorials..` )): lucky there`s one thing called gems..` ((: secret..`!! shhh..` ahh rong de mouth veri good sia..` she was sayin` bout *** when *** appears rite in front of us..` *faints* hahaha..` ((: but i do hope she say more bout 74..` so he could appear rite in front of us..`! weet..`~ the guys say my biscuit earrin` is soh-ta-piah *soda biscuits*`! )): haha..` i`m goin` to get another shape of the biscuit earrin` when i`m at bugis..` hehe..` ((: *cheerios*

sat
as i watched princess hours till 3+am tat mornin`..` i woke upp at around 4pm to see cindy`s sms to tell me she finished our fd chem A report..` ((: *THANKS CINDY* <3>

yepp yepp..` gotta get some work done and off to watch princess hours..` ((:

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passion in every heart
-- from KAT-TUN`s SIGNAL

eri chan
ちゃん. 1:25 午前

0018/10/28

hasn`t had the time to update..` ((:

coz was spendin` time watchin` princess hours..` ((: wahaha..` and of coz..` doin` reports and datasheets..` ((:

wed
went to exercise with the gang..` ((: ran the track with ahh rong..` and den went to play badminton with ahh family..` ((: had dinner with ahh lee after tat..` hehe..`

thurs
nothin` great happen..` lol..` except tat it`s lectures after lectures..`

fri
pon fd preservation lesson..` coz woke upp a lil` later dan usual..` so met upp with ahh lee and went lib to do some stuffs..` haha..` ((: lessons were boooorinnnggg..`!! )): but luckily..`! there`s a module call gems..` haha..` ((: got to see viewin` purposes..` haha..` dun worry ahh lee..` i won`t snatch urs..` ((: i wondered wad`s wrong with my biscuits earring..`!?! the guys say soh-ta-bia *soda biscuits*! Zzz..`! i`m gonna get another shape of tat earrin`..`! hehe..` ((:

yepp yepp..` ((: want to go and continue the last dvd of princess hours..` ((:

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passion in every heart
-- from KAT-TUN`s SIGNAL

eri chan
ちゃん. 10:38 午後

0018/10/25

i went ikea today!

((:

my neighbours gave us some cakes and cookies for hari raya..` ((: so nice of them..` hehe..` anyway..` watched princess hrs before goin` to ikea..` plus..`!! it was rainin` damned heavy at my hse there..` so i got more reasons to watch the drama..` ((: nice nice..`!!

omg! i simply fall in love with the meatballs..`!! ((: no wonder everytime ppl go there is eat meatballs..` hahaa..` ((: but i ate poached salmon..`!! WEET~! *melts* haha..` the foodies there are awesome larr..`!! ((:

went in search of tat shelf which i saw on the ikea book..` seems like it doesn`t exist anymore..` went to ask the lady there..` they told us tat it`s sold out and will arrive in late nov to early dec..`! )): sian..`!! so in the end..` me and my kor went to walk around to see whether got stuffs to buy anot..` and..`! i saw this RED cushion..` so i took and placed it in the yellow bag..` ((: den walk walk..` bought 3 dustbins..` red black and white..` ahaha..` ((:

after tat me and my kor went to buy the hot dogs to eat..`! ((: yummlicious..`!! wahaha..` ((:

okies..` gotta go sleep liao..` tml lessons at 8 and got to go gym + bball..` ((:

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all my life i`ve been waitin`
-- from Ryan Canbrera`s True

eri chan
ちゃん. 1:04 午前

0018/10/24

i`m soo HAPPY..`!! ((:

anyway..` today`s lessons were sooo sian..`!! slack slack and slack..` ahaha..` i can even do my tutorial in the lecture sia..` ((: haha..` went to lib to find my research books..` lol..` am i kia su..`? coz i`m already findin` my envstA de books liao..` haha..` ((: omg..`! i scratched lao da in a fight for my books..` =/ soo pai sae..` den also got the cut there..` *ahh lee..`!! ur skills impart to me liao* =/

went to have my early dinner at fc2..` hahaa..` i resist the temptation of eatin` mac..`! ((: hahaa..` omg..` ahh rong damned funny larr..`!! hehe..` she wanted to eat only 1 fries..` so she thought ahh lee got buy..` but in the end dun have..` lol..` den lao da asked our table "hey kong long (dinosaurs), u all wan to eat anot?" guessed wad..`? ahh rong went over to take the fries..` hahahaha..` omg..`!! *faints* and i think ahh rong too much liao..`!! )): so many scandals sia..` hehe..` ((:

she evill..`!! got edwin neo liao..` den jack as scandal..` den still wan muscle-man..` den the edwin from gems..` AND my 74..` haiz..` )): anyway..` i soo happy today..`!! coz i got to see 74 after 4 weeks..`!! ((: he`s hair is sooo long liao..` but it`s nice though..` ((:

went to wm to collect the dvds from zhen..` ((: hahahaa..` finally i can watch the show liao..` *i`m watchin` it rite now* ((: should be goin` ikea tml..`!! hopefully i can get the stuffs i wan from there..` ((:

gotta rush my reports..`!! )):

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one day u`ll meet ur only one.
-- KAT-TUN`s Precious One.

eri chan
ちゃん. 12:26 午前

0018/10/23

for my dearest LC ((:

heyys girl..` u`re bein` missed deeply by me..`! i read ur blog..` u seem damned sick of ur schedule..` hmm..` this is the workin` world..` we just can`t escape it..` just tat u arrive earlier dan all of us..` i hope u can cope with it..` ((: u can complaint to me when ur dept de ppl suck..` ((: remember tat u still have me, sockie, jillie, lao wang, van and ida *which is not fang bian rite now* ((: we`ll all be there for u de..` ((: cheer upp..`!

for zhen ((:

haa..` try not to think too much bout the guy okie..`? remember wad i always tell u..`?? hehe..` GRABB any chance tat is there for u..` ((: so if there comes any more chances..` try to grabb the opportunities..`!! but the main point is..` cherish the moments u`ve shared with the guy okies..`? brothers always..`! ((:

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i pray for this love to be true
-- from DBSK`s One

*ahh rong must be lovin` me sia..` post her DBSK de lyrics upp on my blogg..` lol..` ((: i miss u, KUM GONG..`!! ((:*

eri chan
ちゃん. 12:11 午前

0018/10/22

simple life.
tat`s wad i wished for.
free from those irritatin`
reports
datasheets.
sch is all bout
the above mentioned.

lucky for me.
i have friends there to
make my day.
they are GREAT.
seriously
i`ll DEFINITELY die
without them around.

hasn`t been payin` attention
durin` lectures.
goin` to die when
week 6
arrives.
)):

***************

if i could ever be the one.
-from se7en`s the One.

nice and meanin`ful sentence. everyone wanted to be the only one for each other. i also wanted to be the only one for u. but where and when can i be? someone tell me. ((:

eri chan
ちゃん. 2:25 午前

0018/10/19

What Color Heart Do You Have?

Your Heart Is Blue

Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well.
You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return.

Your flirting style: Friendly

Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe

Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish

What you bring to relationships: Loyalty

eri chan
ちゃん. 11:34 午後

0018/10/18

kboxin` today..`!! ((:

weet..`~ after soooooooo many days..` we finally went kboxin`..`!! ((: all of us suffered under the clutches of the LOUSY weather..` and yepp..`! almost all of us recovered from it today..`!! so we could sing..` *smiles*

prac today was super slack..`!! just have to stand there and take readin`..` hehe..` ((: coz we finished early..` so we could grabb a bite..` haha..` food chem A was slackin` sia..` looks like no one is listenin` to her lecture..` *faints*

lunch at fc1..` den cire got something to do with alven..` so headed to clubhse with them..` ((: lao da met up with us at sac also..` and off we went to marina square..`! ((: wa piang..` got 2 toopid guys playin` their mp3 phone so loudly lar..` den i very bth with those ppl de..` but cannot do anything so i diam diam..` )): hmm..` we took the 2-6pm slot..` ((: sang loads of songs..` but there`s a lil` problem..` we can`t really get HIGH..`!! )): though there`s few climax..` hehe..` ((: anyway..` lao da veri li hai eh..` danced DBSK de risin` sun in front of us..` hahhaa..` he still say he scared pai sae..` *faints*

we simply dirtied the whole room..` the floor was filled with crushed crackers and spilled honey lemon..` hehe..` ((: wahaha..` after tat kenny have to go off without us coz he got a date with his friend..` hahaha..` ((: veri kenny de type..` ((: had our dinner at the fc..`wasn`t tat hungry so i ate only fish porridge..` ((: hahaha..` cire left early to meet his koi..` ((: den left lao da..` haha..` den ahh lee took bus home..` so left me ahh rong and lao da..` we all bout to take the escalator..` den lao da say he might want to buy the jacket he saw earlier on..` and asked if he should buy..` ((: haha..` if ppl ask me this qn..` my only answer is..` if u really like it..` den buy..` ((: coz if not rite..` u`ll regret..` =/ so in the end..` he bought the jacket..` hahaha..` and hor..`!! he COPY me lar..`!! )): he also bought a RED hp pouch..` )): *sobs* now i can`t get a red color de le..`!! )):

yea..`!! me and ahh rong bought marshmallow..`!! ((: i`m bringin` it tml..`!! ((:

omg lar..`!! they cannot stop competin` sia..`!! almost everyday will compete who got the newest DBSK clips and stuffs..` *faints* we went hmv while on the way to mrt stn..` and ahh rong was lookin` for her husband de album but it hasn`t arrive..` lol..`!! and while i was at the japanese section..` i think they start competin` again..` tsk tsk..` =/ now damned tired sia..`

havin` jap lesson tml..` hope we can concentrate durin` the lesson..` =/

nitex minna..`! ((:

eri chan
ちゃん. 11:12 午後

tues is healthy day..`! ((:

hee..` we went gym and played bball..`! ((: ran the track..` but dun koe wad happened but my stomach there quite pain..` so only ran 4 rounds..` )): headed back to the gym with ahh rong to find ahh lee..` ((: we did sit-ups..`!! haha..` after tat bball session..` hmm..` my skills still no good..` =/ ahh lee not bad ehh..` hahaha..` ahh rong still must jia you..`! ((: *play more bball..` den will shoot accurately le*

joined the guys after tat..` ((: hahaha..` 3 on 3..`! weet..`~ nice game..` though i always kenna scoldin` from cire to GRABB the ball instead of TAPPIN` the ball out..` haha..` ((: dinner with ahh lee after exercisin`..` hehe..` ((:

phew

finally completed my food preservation report..`!! ((: hope lao da remembers to bring my copy..`!! ((:

nitex everyone..`!! kboxin` tml..`!! ((:

eri chan
ちゃん. 1:13 午前

0018/10/14

I WENT SHOPPIN` TODAY..`!

((:

met upp with zhen to go bugis shoppin`..` ((: haha..` late again..` =/ anyway..` went to walk around parco..` den headed to bugis village..` ((: haha..` bought 3 stuffs from there..`

a nice nice denim skirt..` a fabric belt..` and a pair of cookie earrin`..`! ((:

zhen veri pro..` bought 2 shorts sia..` =/ den some more bought cds..` haha..` she cheat sia..`! coz she workin` at sembawang music..` den she can get those stuffs thru` a special way..` ((: weet..`~~ she gave me the face shop member card..` hahaa..` 5% discount..` ((: so i can get stuffs from there le..` especially facial products..` and mayb make upp..` hehe..` ((:

yepp yepp..` now have to rush my report le..` ((:

eri chan
ちゃん. 11:44 午後

are u for real..`?
please give me an answer..`
i`m dyin` to know it..`

i know tat i`m thinkin` too much..`
but wadever i thought of is actually the fact..`
so real tat i myself can`t take it anymore..`

u..` seem so easy to get along..`
but deep down inside..`
are u tat easy to get along..`!?

sometimes i wondered..`
how come u were like this..`
outside stuffs are occupyin` u..`
rather dan me..`

is it the end of one of the chapters in my life..`?
or is it just tat it`s still in the middle of the chapter..`?

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it`s just a random thoughts tat i`ve gathered thru` my friend`s experience..` ((:

eri chan
ちゃん. 12:28 午前

0018/10/10

mon had lesson as usual..` ((: but didn`t attend my jap class coz the rest say wants to go out..` ((: so me and ahh rong decided to make upp for thurs class..` I MISS MARIKO sensei..`!! )):

we went vivocity..` omg..` candy empire..` ben & jerry..` so many many stores there..`!! but..`!!!!! all the stores there looks quite high-end to me..` =/ can`t go there shoppin` unless u got loads of vitamin M..` ((:

so ppl..`!! if u are havin` intoxication of vitamin M..` please dragg me along with u..` i`ll definitely know how to cure u..` ((:

after vivocity..` we headed down to town..` haha..` ((: coz there really got nothin` to shopp..` most of us hungry le..` plus ahh lee bout to grabb any arm and eat it le..` ((: *no lar..` i`m just veri kua zhang..` * went to taka de fei cui xiao long bao..` 4th floor de..` hehe..` nice nice..` ((: anyway..` ahh rong and edwin damned got fate sia..`!! ((: break tat time sat opposite each other..` den dinner tat time..` the round table they also sit opposite each other..` *wee weet..`* after dinner went to walk walk..` ((: ahh rong went to mango and bought a top..` quite nice..`!! ((: wahaha..` i really wan to say tat edwin veri veri creative..` he say ahh rong wear the mango top will make man go away from her..` i bet no one can think of this except him..` ((: hmm..` was at far east..` den saw this super nice retro earring..`!! *haiz* but i curb my temptation again..`!! ((: didn`t buy it..` hahaha..` ((:

tues..` i`m determined to go joggin` every tues..`!! ((: mayb i won`t jog when my mens come..` haha..` ((: i simply want to lose weight + tryin` to tone my calf there..` ((: hopefully it will help..` hehe..` i dun wan to have even bigger calf dan now..` =/ *prayys hard* weet..`~ my stomach veri ting hua..`~ ((: only ate one piece of the soft-baked cookie and drank a cup of fruit juice..` and it didn`t ring the alarm inside my stomach sia..` hehe..` ((: finally got to eat kfc for my dinner..`!! about 2weeks never eat le..` lol..` ((:

yepp..` tat`s all..` ((:

eri chan
ちゃん. 8:25 午後

0018/10/09

freak..`!!
i didn`t koe tat i got a same tee as a bitch..` )):
damnit..`
i hate it..`
but luckily she bought a different color..`
or else i sure sell those other ppl den wearin` the same as her..`

today had dinner with tikos again..`!! ((:
i think for the past few months..` we had been havin` mini gatherin` to celebrate each others bday..`!! ((: *huggies* went to rocky pizza at railway mall there..` ((: nice ambience..`!! and it`s veri heartwarmin` place..` i lufeee the foodies there..` pizza`s GREAT..`!! ((: i lufeee my passion fruit soda too..`!! after tat went to cold storage..` did a lil` shoppin`..` and went to a place called island creamery..` ((: nice ambience too..`!! i simply lufeee hangin` out with them..` they sure koes how to enjoy life..` hahaha..` ((:

ohh yepp..`!! went to wm with sockie and tiko LC..` ((: headed to watsons coz i promised my kor tat i`ll buy the shower cream for him..` but when i reached there..` i simply did my own shoppin`..` haha..` bought the L`oreal pearl conditioner + tat intensive hair mask..`!! ((: all at a discounted price..`!! ((: plus i got tat multi-purpose solution for my contacts..` ((: hehe..` also a cheaper rate..` hahaha..` was browsin` tat column of sweets and i spotted this veri veri VINTAGE candy box..`!! omg..`!! veri veri veri nice..`!!!! ((: so i bought it..` haha..` will post pic soon..` ((: total = $44.90..` but i think there`s still further discount..` so it became $40.90..` ((: and there`s this veri cute pack tat i received..` called udderly smooth..` lol..`~~ ((:

yepp..` gotta rest early today..` kinda tired and lesson at 8am and 6am have to wake upp le..` )): nitex everyone..` ((:

eri chan
ちゃん. 12:45 午前

0018/10/08

体温

A wintry sky and the broken streetlight cold wind.
Unknown shadow the footprint of desertion.
Freedom was taken.

If it wakes up a gloomy ceiling
A laughing voice sinks in the eardrum it is soiled
And violence rapes me

An understanding is impossible
Why was I chosen? Someone should answer...

Please answer me it is a horrible dream
How much should I shout, writhe and suffer?
Please tell me it is a horrible dream
I shouted many times with losing voice

There is no hand of preparing of the disordered hair.
A laughing voice sinks in the eardrum a faint temperature is mixed in the midwinter

I persuaded myself, who had a dying voice and began writhing.
Not to lose for living.
I was drowned in the night when I feared and had a dying voice.
Please forgive my dying breath.

Please answer me it is a horrible dream.
How much should I shout, writhe and suffer?
Please tell me it is a horrible dream.
I want to smile again at last

eri chan
ちゃん. 1:31 午後

0018/10/07

had been damned bloody sick this week..` feelin` restless after my camp..` mon was walkin` corpse..` tues was still alrite..` wed still got energy to go shoppin`..` but..` thurs i kinda had throat irritation and so i was quite low..` fri was more jia lat..` had flu + bad cough + lil` feverish..` weet..`~ combo..`!! )):

at least i`m quite happy with sat..`!! ((: coz we finally got our pay..`!! *yeah* earned a few hundreds bucks..` but i think it`ll be DEPLETED damned fast..` )): haha..` blamed it on the forgetful yutiNg who always never close the tap of my wallet..` ((: LOL..`!! me and ahh lee kinda went on a shoppin` spree..`!! ((: except auD..`!! she only bought 2 tees at bugis..` power..`!! i couldn`t curb my temptation to buy volcom de tee..` hehe..` ((: ahh lee more power..`!! spent near to $100 sia..`!! =/ girl ar..` dun buy too much stuffs on the other tripp..` ((:

throat damned dry rite now..` drank loads of water also no use..` after 5mins sure dry de..` )): damned haze..` damned ppl who burnt those trees for own benefits..` asshole..` )):

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solitude.
tat`s wad i`m feelin` rite now.
the moon i saw just now.
tells me tat it`s feelin` solitude too.
at least there`s one thing out there sharin` the same feelin` as me.

eri chan
ちゃん. 11:01 午後

0018/10/04

damned!
i`m hurt everywhere!!
)):

my ear hurts rite now!! )): just now went to pierce my 3rd ear piercin` on my left ear..` problem again..`!! F*! all becoz of my 2nd one..` my 3rd one rite now has to be much more higher..` )): damned tat bloody a**hole who pierce my 2nd piercin`..` tat damned lady from 77th street..`!! )):

and i just realised tat..` there`s a blue-black on my right ankle..` )): *cries* why am i gettin` hurt so easily..` )): as in physical hurt..` )): haiz..` and all attack my legs de..` first was tat toe..` den kneecaps abrasion + blue-black..` den mosquitoes attack..` den left foot tio tat idiotic pain..` and now..`!?! ankle there blue-black..` )): haiz..` *cries*

eri chan
ちゃん. 11:49 午後

i`ve learn a new phrase today..`

the harder u tries to get something..` the harder it is for u to hold on to it/ obtain it..`

isn`t it true..`? everytime u tries soo hard to get something..` but u just can`t seem to get it..` but it`s quite paradoxin`..` whenever u wanted tat something to be gone or forgotten..` it just made a U-turn back to u..` isn`t it damned irritatin`..`? as in..` u tried to let go of something..` but it suddenly pops upp rite in ur face..` and the problem is..` u dun koe how to react to it..`

some things in life are just too hard to understand..` especially feelin`s..` it come and goes easily..`

i`m weird..` i everytime tell my friend to grasp every moment tat is available..` and even tell them to cherish the time spent with their special ones..` but how come i`m the one not doin` it..`?? i think i do not have the courage to do all these ba..` =/

saw 74 today..` was stunned + shocked to see him there..` how come it`s there..`!? at tat place..` *sighs*

eri chan
ちゃん. 7:43 午後

0018/10/03

okies..` update update update..` ((:

fri + sat + sun

this weekend i had IC..` ((: it started after sch..` and almost all of us had to meet at 6pm..` but i`m a lil` late..` *sorriew* had a lil` briefin` bout wad we are supposed to do and went off to meet our campers le..` hehe..` ((: ice-break den divide into grps..`

my grp name called PACMAN..`!! ((: they`re a bunch of creative and clever er zis and nu ers sia..`!! ((: they can really chiong for tat sake of a bunch of lightsticks..` lol..`!! ((: *3 cheers* not bad..`!! all of them quite enthu durin` the second day..` ((: games after games..` drainin` our energy out..`!! all of us wished for 2 things at tat moment..`

SHOWER AND THEN SLEEP..`!! ((:

all of them enjoyed nite walk i supposed..` hehe..` coz i can`t go for the nite walk..`!! got the impt stuff to do naa..` wahaha..` ((: omg..` all of us not enough sleep..`!! *on the verge of givin` upp* =/ damned tired..`! but still had to hang on..` amazin` race was super duper tripler tirin` and drainin`..`!! )): but of coz..` we enjoyed tat too..`!! overall..` PACMAN is the most ZAI to me..`!! ((:

thanks PACMAN for givin` me the last memory of bein` a gl..` though i think tat i didn`t do as well as my FO..`

mon + tue

sch starts once again..` another long week ahead..` )): mon i was damned damned tired..` bo bian..` the gang said i looked like a walkin` zombie..` kenny said tat the whole day cannot disturb me if not i`ll kill the one who does it..` lol..`!! tues still the same..` a lil` tired..` can sleep almost anywhere rite now..` hehe..` ((: but mornin` went to sch stadium to jog with ahh rong..`!! ((: nice nice..`!! will continue to do it every tue..`!! *hope so* ((: but went to gym with ahh lee, lao da, cire and bigg eye..` haha..` omg..`!! those ppl there veri veri big bigg sia..` i mean their biceps..` *faints* like wad ahh lee said..` it`s weird tat they like to pull their muscles in front of a mirror..` soo zi-lian sia..`!! =/ hehe..`

ate early dinner with ahh lee at fc4..` and i noticed tat the store de food not bad seh..`!! ((: worth eatin`..` hehe..` ((: yepp yepp..` gotta go off le..` i`m tryin` my best to sleep early these few days..`!!

eri chan
ちゃん. 11:26 午後