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0018/11/30

*Zzz*
wad am i doin` these past weeks? =/
i sooo feel like slappin` myself sia.
took tests last week and last last week.
wad are the results?
fail fail fail.
just wish tat every thing could disappear.
no tests, no reports, no exams.
just PURE studyin`.
but doesn`t i sound like i`m tryin` to escape from the reality?
the time where pure studyin` will happen is when PIG CAN FLY.
*tsk tsk*

ahh lee, jia you okies? ((:
still got chance for us to score for the modules!
will try to help ya if ya needs help.
((:

anyway, saw a bunch *no*, truck full of japanese on wed.
guys. i was droolin` over them.
haha. ((:
den i went gaga again.
coz 74 was workin` at mise. ((:
he`s so cute.
lalala~

*************************

i asked shirley
to love or be loved?

expected reply. ((:
be loved.

den i asked her again
den if everyone chooses to be loved den who is there to love?

she replied
coz everyone chooses to be loved. and no one to love them.
so they`ll change their perception from be loved to lovin` someone.

i finally gotten the answer to my qn. ((:
thanks sista.

eri chan
ちゃん. 11:11 午後

0018/11/28

had one lesson today. and off we went to hougang mall to eat siam kitchen! ((: coz i got the 50% discount off per table. so i asked them to go eat! hehe XD ate until quite full and it costs only $7! ((: wahahaha XD coz we eatin` quite early. so went to vivo coz it`s the same line! ((: and wad we did was... window shoppin`!! ((: tat`s all i could do! coz i have NO MORE MONEY in my bank or wallet! )): *cries* i did too much shoppin` last week tat this week i`m TOTALLY BROKE! )):

ahh lee bought a necklace from forever 21 and a jade coloured spag top from topshop! wahaha XD come on! ahh lee u`re havin` our see and spend traits! ((:

shops we entered were countless. but number of stuffs i bought is none! wahaha XD curbb my temptation! ((: saw a few nice tops. haha XD might be gettin` one from topshop when i got extra money this comin` dec. ((:

yeahs! ((: i`ll be havin` a date with my darlings this dec! ((: *tripler happy* all the darlings must turn upp! ((: even elaine is flyin` back from NZ! ((: i must give each of them a BIGG HUGG when i meet upp with them. missed them truckloads! XD

took this when at toy "r" us! ((: MISS SANTA is here! XD any wishes to be granted? *LOL* x`mas is comin`!

SANTA is missin` 2 reindeers! ((: coz they`re at toys "r" us! geex ((:

SPONGEBOB! ((: weet~ who couldn`t resist takin` a photo with him? ((:

BAAH! ((: ernie + baby ernie + pajamas ernie + bert! ((:

while waitin` for ahh rong and ahh lee as they`re tryin` on their tops at topshop. ((: LOL

just for laughs

broke back mountain! ((: edwin d i e is sittin` happily on qh`s lapp! XD

****************************

to love or be loved?
((:

this question was bein` popped upp to me by huizhen. ((:
i dun koe how to answer her.
but i still answered her
"be loved" ((:

but has anyone think of this?
if everyone chooses to be loved.
then who are the ones to love?
((:

paradoxin` isn`t it?
((:

eri chan
ちゃん. 11:17 午後

0018/11/27

w-inds. Boogie Woogie 66 @ M-net Korea Music Festival 061125

best perf. by w-inds. so far! ((:

*HEARTS*

enjoy!! ((:

anyone has this clip please tell me. i wan to dl! ((:

eri chan
ちゃん. 11:07 午後

0018/11/25

updates ((:

mon
had japanese lesson. ((: happy! saw Mr. 74 plus, gotten back my test. XD i`m rite, it`s 98!! ((: tat 2 marks which i lost was at the qn which me and ahh rong gotten it wrong..` )):

tue
had lesson and prac. wahaha XD anyway, the 174 clubb began zi-lian-in` again. XD too bad! their photographer = ME, is lazy to help them take. so ahh lee took the job instead. ((:

with mr. ng ((:

haha XD ahh rong, the camera is not at the bottom larr! ((:

with ting fang! ((:

wahaha XD ME de face veri qian bian wor? ((: LOL

notice this picc. not the front 2, but the one at the back! ((: ME again! wahaha XD i`m just tryin` to spoil their picc ((:

wed
had proin test. sure die de. ((:

thurs
went to visit my cousin after my sch. ((: I LUFEEE JONAS!! XD XD he`s super duper tripler chewy munchy CUTE!! ((:

lookie at tat!! he`s simply too adorable!! ((: *HEARTS*

ME present for JONAS! ((: the adidas no. 2 soccer ball. ((: wahaha XD he seems to like it! ((:

fri
didnt really managed to study for fd microbio. went to sleep after readin` 1-2 pages of notes. and woke upp to repeat the same steps. LOL hahaha XD was late naa. =/ *Zzz* but managed to pass can le. XD omg! new found gay in our class!! ((:

*TADAH*

*Zzz* tat jacket was ahh lee`s one. but who`s wearin` it? =/ lao da, u looked gay in tat jacket. ((: geex XD

another GAY to be! ((: edwin d i e, i dun wan to call u edwin niang wor..`! XD

went to have dinner after lesson. met upp with auD, alvin and wayne. LOL i spent soo much on food sia. )): *FATS* ate something similar to daisy kitchen + haagen daz cookies and chocolate + bits of tiramisu + bits of strawberry shortcake + bits of baked choco cake. *FAINTS*

but i like the ambience of the cafe. ((: it`s tended by 2 japanese. ((: nice cafe indeed. the menu is redd in color too!! XD

XD XD XD

i LUFEEE RED!! ((:

anyway~!!

my friend had set up this online biz. sellin` accessories. do go and pay a visit to her blog. ((: *i`ll put it under more links too*

chasing light

tat`s all for this week. ((: tml havin` gems`s site visit. hope ahh lee tml will have more courage dan ever! ((:

eri chan
ちゃん. 12:03 午前

0018/11/21

should i continue wearin` tat invisible mask?
i`m tired of wearin` it whenever i`m down.
but have to kept it on to not let my friends worry.
tat mask is too heavy at times.
so heavy tat i feel like allowin` my real face breathe.
to let some salt water run out of my eyes.

this matter has been buggin` me since last month.
initially i tot it was just a change of schedule.
but no,
it happens to be the same this month.
i`m scared.
i`m not sure wad will happen to me.
i dun want to depend on medicine if there is.
will visitin` the doc help?

sometimes,
i hate bein` too optimistic.
i should try bein` pessimistic.
everytime bein` a happy-go-lucky isn`t a good thing.

anyway, ate ben & jerry just now. ((:
the taste of happiness.
yepp. i`m happy when i`m savourin` tat
chocolate chip cookie dough.
((:
it just stopps my mind from thinkin` unnecesssary stuffs.
it`s just psychological effect ba.
so busyin` eatin` tat meltin` ice-cream
tat nothin` comes into ur mind
except to complete eatin` tat
tasty + yummilicious ice cream.
((:

eri chan
ちゃん. 12:47 午前

0018/11/20

((:

went to the webbie and found another good stuff..`!! ((:

click here

hope ladies will like it..`!! wahaha XD
__________________

i feel like doin` something which can benefit ME. but i`m not sure wad is it.
haha. chatted with keynes the other day. he finally can relax after 2 years of torture.
he looks fine. ((: hope got another chance to work with him this year end. ((:
complaint to him tat year 2 is damned hectic. but he said it`ll be over veri soon.
he thinks too positive le. LOL. ((: nice chattin` with him. though it`s like a looonnnnggg time since i last chatted with him. XD
haas! went to JL2 de notice board. ohh gosh!
I WANT TAT AWARD!!! ((:
I LOST IT THIS YEAR, SO I`M GONNA TRY MY LUCK AGAIN!!
japanese language award. free passage to hiroshima + free home stay.
woot~
i wan to win this precious award back!! ((:
*w-inks.*

feel like buyin` tat jacket from auction. geex XD i`m still thinkin` whether to buy or not. =/

eri chan
ちゃん. 12:46 午前

0018/11/18

geez! =/
ytd tests were like s***. ((:
coz i didn`t study hard enough for it.
but come to think of it, we had so much stuffs to complete tat we dun even have time for our revision!
wth!
e-learnin` was a BIGG mistake!
SP shouldn`t have implemented it.

thurs chiong the envsta kwok de notes only. but guess wad? i fallen asleep while readin` the notes for chap 1. which means tat, those LEFT UNTOUCHED were chap 2 + si fei zhu *fatty pigg* de! and GOSH! fatty pigg de got the whole lecture notes to read finish + case study! *Zzz* but heck care, worst was tat i haven touched dehydration notes too! )): *cries* but den, i woke upp at 5am to try and read upp on dehydration. but it failed. nothin`, NOTHIN` gets into my brain. )): so with the mentality of failin`, went to sch and took the test. =/ haa XD found out tat MOST of us didn`t touch tat fatty pigg de notes sia! *faints* hee XD anyway, dehydration test was okay for me though i only managed to study some of his equations. and also! thanks ahh lee! ((: *u koe why i should thank u* ((:

so one down, another to go! *Zzz* but den, there`s soo much stuffs to read on which i dun koe when to start! haa XD so i continued to read upp on kwok`s notes instead. hehe XD lib was full of ppl studyin` for their tests. but den, it`s veri veri noisy! )): can`t really study much. wahaha ((: so after tryin` to read upp on fatty pigg`s notes, we all went to the death sentence room. ((: *LOL* LT was super cold and smelly~ received the paper. one look and knew tat i`m gonna fail this test. wahaha XD but i did try my best to do wadever i could do. and SQUEEZEEEEE wadever s*** i have read upp on and deposit it to the paper. ((: *side track: edwin d i e says we 3 got s*** in our head. ME = constipation, ahh lee = normal s***, ahh rong = diarrhea.*

went out with ahh lee and edwin d i e to town. ((: he wanted to get a new tee for his DATE on sat. haha XD and we 2 have to accompany him and give him pointers larr! *Zzz* but den, goin` shoppin` with a guy plus ur jie meis around is GOOD. coz why? can see more **** in the section when ur guy friend is lookin` for clothes. wahahaha XD *right? ahh lee?* hee ((: first went to topshop, then to zara and lastly to levis. =/

had pepper lunch for dinner! ((: i LUFEEE their beef! *yummilicious* ((: just like the way the sauce is added in the rice. *hearts* went back to zara after dinner. while edwin d i e went to take another look on the tee, me and ahh lee went lookin` around the female section. ((: found this nice tops lyin` on the display table. ((: so we took and tried it on. haa XD i dun even need to type out the color and u all will koe wad color i took liao. ((: *w-inks.* yepp yepp! nice nice! wahaa XD actually is we 2 buy tgt de. but ahh lee de shoulders a lil` broad, den the S size which actually fits her nicely went a lil out for her. plus she dun like tops tat is too long at the waist there so no M size for her. =/ in the end, is ME who bought the top. *hearts* haa XD *side track: while payin` upp at the cashier, the scannin` machince got the infra-red thingy shootin` out rite? den it was aim-in` at my face, and then the other 2 were laughin` larr. *Zzz* but ahh lee told the salesgirl nvm. coz i like redd.* haha XD

went to isetan mos to sit down. while edwin d i e ate their apple pies, we chatted larr. if not veri borin` de leh! hee ((: ahh lee made this toopid eyes thingy which i see liao will definitely LAUGH OUT LOUD! ((: nice one, lao mei! ((: left town at 11+pm. haa XD mummy called when i was at my hse there de platform. didn`t koe tat she reached home tat early. ((: sorriew mummy for lettin` u worried. =/

wahaa XD ahh lee and ahh rong kenna influenced by ME sia! *LOL* they kinda attracted to online buyin`. ((: slept at 3++4am. coz ahh rong was showin` me those links and vice versa. haa XD

yepp. now ul some pics upp.

while the ahh family is studyin` for BIA, those 174 clubb ppl were rapin` their own member. =/

still in the rapin` process. *tsk tsk* u guys ar! nothin` better to do dan rapin` ur own member. ((:

anyway, wad is wrong with my top ytd! haa XD got called 波间带 and also bulletpoof. *Zzz*

gotta get my ass off and do some hmwk! ((: tata~!

eri chan
ちゃん. 2:25 午後

0018/11/16

Because you live

Staring out at the rain with her heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breath
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I've found an angel
Someone who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly looking in your eyes

Because you live and breath
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live, I live
Because you live, there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you're giving me always

Because you live and breath
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breath
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive

Because you live
I live
I live

eri chan
ちゃん. 9:34 午後

CHIONG AR..`~~~

i`m exhausted.
terribly exhausted.
for the past 3 days,
total sleepin` time adds upp to less than 8hours!
)):

reports are definitely pilin` upp.
tests are comin` in like a water tap tat runs forever.
surroundin` factors have distracted me from concentratin` on my stuffs.
ppl seems to have problems here and there.
but
the world still revolves round the orbit.
the mother earth will not stopp revolvin` just because of these problems which happen.

i need a break.
maybe a long break.
a break which allows me to do stuffs which i have always wanted to do.
but
week 13 is sooo far from now.
so wad if week 13 arrives?
most probably i`ll be workin` for my cousin.
which means tat my holidays will be eaten upp by those busy workin` schedule.
=/

cant concentrate on my revision for the 2 tests tml.
dun understand the stuffs,
as i`ve slept my way thru` those lectures.
who can help me?
no one except myself.
only i can help myself.
____________________

today kinda LUCKY!
saw *** and 74!
weet~
((:
*HAPPY*

eri chan
ちゃん. 8:48 午後

0018/11/14

who says MONDAY is always MONDAY BLUES?
((:
to me,
MONDAY = HAPPY MONDAY!
((:

*glupss* am i always late for lessons + pracs? or basically, everytime i go out of my house?
hahaha..` ((: was packin` my bagg naa..` which resulted me into leavin` house late which den landed me at the sch at 8.20am? *faints* i dun like the naggin` from her..` *URUSAI NAA* ((: luckily prac ended EARLY! if not, i sure die at the lab coz of EXCESSIVE NAGGIN`! ((:

brought the chocs which i bought on thurs..` those rich and creamy milk choco with nice and healthy cereals inside..` ((: *yumm yumm* pass them around to the gang..` haa..` went to lib to return those big + bulky ~~+ useless~~ books which i borrowed before the holidays for my reports..` ((: early lunch for us at fc4..` hahaa XD thot tat there might be a chance to see 74..` but nahh..` didnt see him though..` crapped with the gang..` ((: ohh my tian larr..`!! my pronounciation is gettin` from bad to worse and WORST..` *cries* )): initially was the 969..` and den chong niang..` now almost wadever i said will got tat slang larr..` *glupps* most prob is tat cire pass me his buang-virus..` =/ late for lectures again..` not only jeffery whey, jasmine leong and even mrs ngan..` )): which in conclusion, late for all 3 lectures after break..` wahhaaa..` ((: *the gang is followin` my traits* LOL

went to the HU baazar..` ((: not much different from those flea markets..` hee XD saw a retro-look-alike earrin`..` quite tempted to buy..` but after walkin` one round, i bought another earrin` instead..` veri KAWAII one..` shared the pair with ahh lee..` ((: giraffee..`!! after tat was bout to go fc4 to study for jap..` den! i looked upp..` saw 74 standin` there..` wahahaha..` ((: he look soo cute! *w-inks.*

ate a pao at there and headed off to our classroom..` ((: oOo..` first time in sem 2 tat we`re early wor..`! sensei wa cho kawaii naa..`! ((: hee XD hmm..` did the paper with 98% confident..` coz tat 2% is tat toopid qn which ahh rong also dun koe..` =/ but i hope tat my oral can get full marks..`!! ((: just because of my hse de area and MRT sounded 70% same..` and to japanese..` they will think it`s 90% same..` =/ so sensei asked quite a few qns sia..` )): *dies*

anyway..`! TAN PEIRONG! u ar..`!! dun think i never caught u byo-in` 74 okies..`! *garhh* and hor..` when i`m the first to go for oral tat time..` EVERYONE looked at me..` thot u`ll ever notice whether 74 got anot..` and in the end u go look at other guy..` Zzz..` *U WIN LIAO* )): dun koe if u`re kum or gong..` maybe u`re KUM GONG! ((: u koe wad..`?! I SIMPLY LUFEEE TO TEASE U! *other dan teasin` ahh lee* ((: wahhaa..` now i koe le..` with the suan-in` power from CINDY + NICOLE + AHH LEE + ME = TPR will be DEAD ((:

well..` tml`s lesson starts late = sleep late the nite before..` ((:

ohh well, saw goong`s CM..` the more i see the black hair guy, the more i think he`s charmin`..` ((: *melts*
watched 罗志祥 de new MV - 精舞门..` not badd..` ((: but den hor..` his battle dance copy from w-inds. de keita-kun nee..`!! =/ plus tat chair stunt at the end..` also copy w-inds. de..`!! *faints* well..` nvm..` at least his dance not bad..` ((:

gotta go do some work before my butt gets stuck at the floor..` =/

eri chan
ちゃん. 12:38 午前

0018/11/13

do u koe tat u sometimes makes me scared?
i really hope tat u will stopp doin` stuffs tat scares me.
i`m afraid.
please dun think of doin` silly things okie?
i dun wan to lose someone whom i koe.

u, i`ve known u since sec 1.
a veri (x1000000000) quiet person who sits at the back of the class.
got to koe u better since sec 2.
still remembered the times when we went to chase after those singers.
those actions bonded us tgt.
sec 3. we separated class.
but still, we were as good as buddies.
though we did quarrel over some childish stuffs.
we did make upp at the end. ((:
time flies fast.
yet, we learnt how to understand each other.
got to koe ur family.
went to ur house so many times.
i could even close my eyes and walk to ur hse from bb stn.
we mugged tgt even though we are takin` different subjects.
we cooked tgt after our muggin` session.
i even slept in ur room when i mugged till soo tired.
i even went to ur hse to watch channel 54 just for the sake of w-inds.
time flies again.
we went to different polys.
nyp and sp.
totally different directions.
business and science courses were our choice.
so different.
yet, when our exams were comin`, we still mugged tgt.
funny at how we managed to study.
year 1 ended just like tat.
year 2 came.
i am so busy with studies and social life.
tat i somewhat forgotten about u.
i seldom go to ur hse.
i seldom get to see u.
u were workin` then.
it`s like so difficult to date u out.
coz it`s either u are studyin` or workin`.
i didn`t koe ur schedule.
lookin` at wad had happen these few months.
it scares me.
things have changed so much.
tat i cant catch upp.
wad is wrong?

u cried while talkin` to me on the phone.
i couldn`t do much except to listen to wad u have to say.
actually, i`m not good at comfortin` ppl.
all i can do is to lend u my ears.
i`m sorriew for not able to calm u down.

when u had problems with relationshipps.
all i could do was to give u advices.
advice after advice.
u had more experience dan me.
but i still gave u advice.
u heeded some of those i gave.
i`m happy tat those advices i gave benefited u.
u asked me whether waitin` for tat person is worth it.
i said no.
coz i can see tat, wad answer i gave, u will still follow ur heart.

till now. i never regret havin` u as my buddy.
my "brother".
u typed "brothers always" on the sms u gave to me on my bday this year.
i do hope it`s brothers forever.
u smsed me those weird smses.
i dun wan u to think this way.
please change ur mind bout doin` those actions.
it really scares me.
dun leave this "brother" of urs alone.
have u ever tot tat if u did leave this world, wad is goin` to happen to ur family?
wad is goin` to happen to me?
i dun wan to lose anyone i koe.

u said tat u wanted to quit sch.
do u koe tat it`s hard to live on with just an O-level cert?
i koe tat the fees are heavy.
but please. if can, go on with ur studies.
i also koe tat part-timin` is hard on u.
but, please press on.
jia you.
every nite, i did prayy for ur family to get better.
i prayyed tat u`ll be alrite as the days goes by.
but, i think the effort still lies with u.
u need to get urself upp in order to face this problem.
u koe mahh?

i just wan to tell u this.
tat i`ll always be there for u when u need me.

eri chan
ちゃん. 12:08 午前

0018/11/11

ytd her father asked him outt.
they went to have a game of pool.
but i dun koe wad is the reason of askin` him outt.
he came home.
not sayin` much wad happen.

today she called to meet him upp.
i also dun koe wad is the reason.
he didn`t say anything.

well. i just hope tat everything turns outt fine for him.
i can only prayy tat god will shower his blessing on him.
to take care of this child of his.
thanks my lord.

eri chan
ちゃん. 9:50 午後

*points to the rite column under rabu* ((:

i`ve added a stripp of piccs from photobucket to my blogg..` hee XD can save some time and space for my blogg..` ((:

yepp..` tat stripp contains piccs of ahh family and the newly formed 174 clubb..` ((: tat was taken durin` our sentosa outin`..` ((:

our dinner..` =/ sooo messy..` haa XD comparin` our table with the other half of the gang..` it`s super clean ~~*and neat*~~ ((: did i mentioned tat edwin d i e is becomin` more and more amusin`..`? haa XD

our B&J cones..`!! ((: yummilicious..`~!! *slurpps*

anyway..` when u combine a cow`s udder with a seat....... u`ll get..`

THIS..`! ahaa..` ((:

dun look down on this soccer ball..` it`s goin` to train a new soccer player for s`pore..` ((: haa XD i bought this for my nephew..`!! a veri belated pressie..` hee..` ((:

my first absolut vodka..` ((: apeach flavour..` *heart* haven open it yet..` but goin` to share it with my brother..`! ((:

at the taka b2 fair..` ((: toys, toys and more toys..`! ((: saw this winnie bday hat..` haa..` can`t resist the temptation to wear it..`! ((: so i asked alvin to help me take this picc..` XD

weet..`~ how i wish i can own these 3 furry cutie pies..`!! ((: but hey..`!! toopid wayne for destroyin` this picc..` *garhh*

geex..` XD me and winnie got fu qi lian wor..`?? ((: face round round de..` *tsktskk*

e-learnin` is killin` me softly..`!! )): I HATE E-LEARNIN`..`!! )):

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anyway..` saw a volcom wallet at yahoo auction..` ((: nice nice..`!! and guess wad..`?! i`m goin` to buy it..`!! *wahahaa* deal closed..`! ((: gonna have fund transferred to her real soon..`~ ((: *heart*

ahh rong..`!! u this kum gong one..` hahaa..` jia you for e-learnin` wor..`!! left not much days to complete le..` ((:

ahh lee..`!! u not kum gong one..` ((: *am i bias* XD u jia you for e-learnin` also..`!! plus our mountain-like reports are waitin` for us to trample on..`!! ((:

eri chan
ちゃん. 1:54 午前

0018/11/09

((:

i simply lufeee the sun..`!!
coz it makes me tanned..`!!
*heart*

went sentosa on wed for ptm..` ((:
geex..` met upp with ahh rong at dg interchange..` supposin` we meet at 945am..` but den..` we met at 10am instead coz both of us were late..` *tsk tsk* reached there to find noone waitin`..` haha..` ahh lee and kenny were at the hawker centre there eatin`..` so i shun bian ask them take away the toast bread for me..` ((: hee..` XD joined cindy they all to buy food at cold storage..` wahaha..` i simply lufeee to shopp at supermarkets..`!! especially the foodies section..` ((: they amazes me loads..` XD

Zzz..`!! they went on the bus without waitin`..` )): luckily the bus haven driven off to sentosa..` if not veri troublesome..`! =/ geex..` headed to siloso beach..` hee..` XD sunny yet windy day..`!! *heart* weet..`~ played some vball while some of them filled those water bags..` ((: ahahaha..` cap ball`s next..`!! weet..`! our team tai ko win the game..` haaa..` ((: anyway..`!! TAN PEIRONG..`!! )): u injured my legg..`!! )): tat abrasion is still there..`!! )): played dog and bone after tat..` ((: Zzz..`!! cheat sia..`!! i #2 mah..` den the opposite team de #2 is lao da..` den when #2 is called..` sure need to run and grabb the ball rite..`!?! den lao da run soo fast..` how can i win for my team..`!! Zzz..`!! )): not fair..`!! haha..` lost terribly..`!! )): after dog and bone played some vball again..` coz some went home..` some go play bball..` ((: geex XD i went suntannin` instead..`!! wahaha..` pc jie also tann with me..` ((: hahaa..` after tat..`!! WATER BOMBS..`!! ((:

there`s loads of it..` so we began to play hai dai quan..` losers get BOMBED..`!! ((: baahh..` i lost soooo many times larr..` *Zzz* i lost to pc jie, kenny, lao da and qh..`!! )): *cries* whoever i played with, i`m always the one losin`..`!! )): boo hoo..~!! qh idiot..`! tot he`ll bomb me with the water bomb..` but instead..` he ganged upp with the other 174 members to DRAGGGGG me down the sea..` )): *baahh..` coz i`m toooo heavy naa..`!!* tsk tsk..` after tat went to the sea to play monkey..` hahaa..` ((: ahh rong everytime tio monkey de..`! last time we 8 went sentosa play also like tat..` ((: hahaa..` the water`s coolin`..` but den polluted with edwin d i e`s saliva..` )): *gross* after playin` in the water..` went to wash upp..` ((:

cindy, binghui and pc jie helped us looked after the stuffs while we went bathin`..` ((: are we tat SLOW..`!?! coz the guys have been complainin` tat we bathed toooooo slow le..`!! =/ wad`s wrong with 20mins of bathin`..`?? hahaa..` went back the shelter to find cire and qh..` coz cindy they all went back le..` ((: hmm..` it`s actually photo-takin` session for us sia..`!! =/ *tsk tsk* the guys are more zi lian dan us..` )): dun koe wad toopid boyband sia..` *faints* hahaha..` ((:

went to have dinner at yoshinoya..` BEEF BOWL..`! *heart* ahaha..` went to the pet shopp a few shopps beside it..` those rabbits there are super duper tripler CUTE..`!! ((: *and yummy* whahaa..` no larr..` kiddin`..`! ((: but it cost $500 for those cuties inside the cage..` =/ the rest was waitin` outside..` was discussin` on the height..` so i did a calculation for them..` ((:

ediwn d i e + lao da + kenny = 170cm ave. height..`
qh = 175cm
cire = 183cm

so total ave. height = 173.6cm..` to round it upp..` *like wad ppl always do* it becomes 174..`!! ((: wee..`~ yi qi si clubb wor..`!! ((: haha..` yepp..` die tgt clubb..` hehehee..` ((: after tat went to Ben & Jerry to eat ice cream..`!! ((: *heart* i had phish food in waffle cone..`!! ahh lee had cookies and creme in waffle cone..` ahh rong had new york super fudge chunk in waffle cone..`!! ((: WEET..`~!! *taste of happiness* hahaha..` after tat cire and qh went home liao..` ahh rong went home before we went candy empire..` ((: and all i can say is..` edwin d i e spent truckloads of minutes inside tat shopp decidin` wad choco he should get for his future gf..` =/ haa..` LOL..` went home after tat..` damned tired too..` hehe..` ((:

thurs
went out with zhen..` ((: headed to hmv city link coz she wan to see her newest husband`s album..` haha..` ((: we shared trutti frutti waffle..`! ((: *yummilicious* bought a strawberry lotion from body shopp..` coz my hands are quite dry recently..` *mayb becoz of tat haze period* )): zhen bought a belt..` hahaa..` ((: went to orchard..` *Zzz* rainin` man..`!! and we both forgotten to bring umbrellas..` )): so no choice..` haha..` ran our way thru` to hereen..` *faints* it seems like it`s becomin` a mall without life sia..` coz it looks quite pathetic in there..` =/ went to kino..` wanted to get a book as my organiser..` but those pretty ones are veri expensive..` )): mayb i should go scope for more..` ((: hee..` XD

ate pepper lunch with alvin and wayne..` haha..` after tat we went to the B2 hall..` ((: loads of toys in there..` and took picss..` ((: weet..`~ those winnie the pooh are sooooo cute..`!! *heart* ahh rong say me and winnie got fu qi lian..` ((: tsk tsk..` hehe..` ((: hmm..` will upload the pics in the noon when i wake upp..` hahaa..` ((: need to rush e-learnin` le..` ((: tata..`~

eri chan
ちゃん. 11:46 午後

0018/11/07

i`ve realised tat bein` nice isn`t a good thing at all in a relationship..`

look at the situation which happens to my bro`s relationship.
he`s a good man. DEFINITELY
he lufeed her soo deeply. *i can see tat too*
but she dumped him.
reason bein`?
he`s too nice to her tat she can`t accept.
wad is wrong in bein` nice to the other half?
does it mean tat the person bein` nice must have done something veri wrong tat can`t be accepted or forgiven?
wad is wrong with this world?

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sorriew kor for not noticin` tat letter u wrote to me days ago. i was busy with my stuffs which i can`t seem to think for u when it comes to this. i thought tat u could managed this well. but since u broke down rite in front of our parents, there`s really a need for me to show some care and concern for this brother of mine. u were a veri nice brother which i think most of my friends would envy. always givin` in to me when i`m childish. but i`m really sorriew tat i can`t even give u a hand when u`ve met with problems. sorriew.
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watched the channel U programme - say i do just now..` ((:
wad can i say..`?
the guy strummin` the guitar singin` the song i lufeeed MOST..`
*heart melts*
told many closed girlfriends of mine tat..` if there`s this guy tat sing this song to me, i sure cry de..` coz it`s such a beautiful song..`

More Than Words

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words , more than what you say
is the things you do oh yeah
more than words , more than what you say
is the things you do oh yeah

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

eri chan
ちゃん. 9:14 午後

accomplished

3 tasks today..`!!

((:

task 1:
finally gave ahh lee her pressie..` ((: which we bought looonngggg ago afraid tat it`s sold out + scared she go and purchase one of it..` ((: okay..` i`m the lamest larr..` say i wrapp the newspaper until veri shuang..` ((: LOL

task 2:
finally done with the bday book for ahh lee..` ((: though everyone handed in LAST MIN..` we managed to make it into a veri nice book..`!! with a few of us actin` kum gong to bluff our way thru` without leakin` any news to her..` but it was wasted when she caught me and tat tooooopid edwin d i e talkin` bout takin` piccs..` *faints*

task 3:
finally we went chomp chomp eat..`!! ((: waited for sucha long time to come..` finally my wishes of goin` there was accomplished..` ((: we ate hokkien mee + bbq chili stingray + gor hiang + XXXL sugar cane drink..`!! weet..`~ $10 below and u eat until ur stomach bloat..` tsk tsk..`

nice..`? baby blue stuffs for her..` hahaa..` ((:

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yeahs..`!! i`m lookin` forward to sentosa..`!! i wanna suntann..`!! waited for sucha day to arrive..`!! hope it doesn`t rain..`!! ((: will be wearin` tat bikini which alvin WW wayne alex they all gave me..` ((:

eri chan
ちゃん. 2:04 午前

0018/11/05

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY

AHH LEE..`!! ((:

hope u have an unforgettable 18th birthday..` with sooo many ppl celebratin` for u..` hahaa..` ((:

okies..` so here`s wad happened ytd and this early mornin`..` ((:

woke upp at 3pm ytd to answer ahh lee`s call..` haa..` so was doin` some stuffs and gettin` ready to take shower tat time when there`s a change in the meetin` time..` so i slack a lil` while more..` but to find tat actually i`m late..`!! )): *oops* geex..` tried to shake off wearin` tat off-shoulder top by tryin` on several tops..` but in the end..` i still settled on the off-shoulder instead..` haha..` wore my new shoe which i bought on thurs..` ((: by the time i left house wad already 7.05pm..`!! *gosh*

reached there to find shirley`s alone..`!! =/ *sorriew sista* auD had gone back coz she forgotten to bring her ic out..` )): ahh rong also late..` *Zzz* den in the end we went to find a place for dinner..` which is at cine..` hahaa..` while waitin` for cire to come..` we went to mise..`!! wahaha..` finally ordered my w-inds. THANKS live tour dvd..`!! ((: got free poster some more..` *heart* bout to go down tat time found lao da and edwin d i e comin` out from the lift..` hahaa..` ((: so went to lvl 4 to find the cire who`s been waitin` there le..` ((: had bento..`!! haa..` coz a lil` late..` so we rushed our dinner..` hmm..` we even skipped the chance to take puri-kura..`!! )): *ahh lee, we owe u one shot* took cabbie down to MOS..` ((: the cab driver veri nice..` haa..` allowed the 5 of us to squeeze in..`! toopid lao da..` took the front seat and made a king kong sit at the rear..` Zzz..`! weet..`~ reached around 10pm like tat..`

finally..`~
i went clubbin`..`! ((:
went in with the whole gang except ahh lee..` =/
but the bouncer there quite good..` allowed her to come in at 1145pm at the singtel priority queue..` ((: thanks le..`!! coz ahh rong had to leave early..` she went in to see see look look with auD and bigg eye..` whereas i went out with the rest to accompany ahh lee..` went to walk ard clarke quay..` ate haagen das de cookies and choco..`!! omg..`!! yummilicious..`!! ((: went to walk ard the riverbank and found a place to sit..` ((: ard 12am le..` so we went back MOS..` ((:

ahh lee finally can go in offcially le..`!! ((: haa..` so went in to see see..` omg..` music is damned loud plus the vibration from the speakers..` hahaa..` not as bad as i tot..` just tat the place is full of SMOKERS..` )): *arghx* soo disgustin` larr..` den we went to the dancefloor..` hmm..` the DJ *for the hip hop/R&B* not bad lookin` sia..`! kinda like justin lee ehh..` hehe..` ((: hmm..` went to several dancefloor..` but rested at the retro one coz all of us were thirsty..` ((: omg..` i ordered bourbon coke again..`!! =/ coz the rest like soo normal..` hehe..` ((: hmm..` went back to the dancefloor..` didn`t really like the music tat nite..` )): den edwin d i e cannot tahan le..` went out alone..` whereas all of us continue to drink finish the house pour..` ((:

after a while lao da left us to meet his friends..` ((: den slack at the riverbank there..` den cire, bigg eye and auD took cab home ard 3+am..` ahaha..` left me, bday girl, edwin d i e and kenny..` ((: went to slack slack..` ((: had mac breakfast at 4+am..` hehe..` hmm..` den sat at the riverbank..` nice place..` but a lil` smelly..` hahahaaa..` ((: took the 2nd train home..` lol..` ((:

and i was doin` my stuffs until 1pm..` and went to sleep..`! hehe..` 9pm den woke upp..` met upp with zhen..` ((: she passed me her DBSK de concert..` tml`s goin` to bring sch show ahh rong..` ((:

piccs time..`!

ahh tiNg, ahh lee, ahh rong ((:

auD, ahh rong, ahh lee, ahh tiNg ((:

doesn`t this pic looks like some ***band posin` for some cover shoot..`?? ((:

lao da and bigg eye..` edwin d i e say bigg eye looked like bouncer..`

ppl..` give u guys an advice..` ((:
if u`re helpin` ppl take pic but they are soo damned slow..` just quickly say 3 2 1 and just take..` ((: they`ll be behave when they hear 3.. 2.. ((: and tadah..` this is the outcome..` ((:

givin` the bday girl a bday kiss..` ((: hehe..`

ahh lee, ahh tiNg at MOS toilet..` ((:

the bday girl..` ((: taken after the rest had left..` ((: hee..`

ME..`!! ((: haa..` just slackin` our time away by takin` photos..` hehe..` ((:

havin` our mornin` breakfast..` ((: *cheez*

yepp..` ((: tat`s all *i think*

but i still haven get my photos from cire`s phone..` ((: till den..`~!

goin` chomp chomp eat with gang lata..`!! ((: yeah..`!! i wan to drink tat XXL sugar cane drink..`!! ((:

eri chan
ちゃん. 11:34 午後

0018/11/04

wad is happenin`..`?
how come he`s like tat..`?
how come things changed soo drastically after she`s back from thailand..`?
why did she have to do this..`?
wad had happened between them..`?

can someone help him..`?
i`m actually quite scared when he is behavin` like this..`
he actually did some things which really makes me afraid..`
how..`?!
wad can i do to make him feel less heartbroken..`?
he`s lonely now..`
wad can i do to make him more occupied..`?

someone help him please..`
)):

eri chan
ちゃん. 4:23 午後

0018/11/03

updates..`! ((:

tues
1hr lecture only..` but i still came..`! ((: got something to do..` tat`s why need to come sch..` hahaa..` ((: went to have dinner with ahh rong and lindy..` den reached home tat time..` i did my revision for fd chem A..`!! ((: wahaha..` finally i`m studyin` sia..` hehe..` ((: but went to SLEEP early..` hahaa..` =/

wed
had prac..` omg..`! how come nowadays de lecturers ar..` soooo EVIL..`!! )): bully our grp ehh..` we didn`t even got the attention from them lar..` some more the whole damned prac is OTOT lorr..` Zzz..` toopid..` we even tot of doin` the freezin` of the potatoes ourselves and also do OUR own debriefin` sia..` hahaha..` ((:
after tat had fd chem A test..` *faints* dun really know how to do..` )): ate lunch at fc4 den chiong allll the way down to the cathay..` ((: me and ahh rong watched death note..`!! ((: *FINALLY* hahaa..` anyway..` the movie`s still alrite..` not as good as manga and anime..` hahaa..` ((:

went to met upp with sockie and xinyi..` ((: headed quickly to giraffee..`!! it has got nice ambience..` lufeee the outside seats..` esp tat one with a `shelter` over the chair..` haha..` ((: i ordered seafood s*******..` *forgotten how to spell le* it`s not badd..` hehe..` ((: anyway..` ((: piccs..`!~

jillie, tiko lc, sockie, ME, xinyi..`! ((: with vann as the photographer..` ahaa..` ((:

we shifted inside coz it`s drizzlin` outside..` =/ haha..` we`re tooooo engrossed with our dinner..` hahaa..` *yum yum* ((:

presentin` u the tiko gang..`!! ((:

ME, LC, sockie, jillie, vann, xinyi..`! ((: *idaaaaa had GP the next day..` so didn`t join us* we`re all waitin` for jillie to bake stuffs for us to eat..`!! ((: she says she`s bakin` x`mas muffins for us..` ((: went home tat time i already 7/8 dead..` haha..` didn`t even bother to read the notes of fd preservation..` coz damned tired..` haha..`

thurs
lessons sucked..`!! )): prac was okay..` but thinkin` tat there`s no break..` we could only protest in silence..` )): but den again..` there`s this solution tat everyone will koe..` which is PON LESSON..`!! ((: wahaha..` me and ahh lee pon lee fook chun`s lesson to go bugis to repair the lamp..` and shun bian buy her clubbin` clothes..` ((: hhaa..` she bought this veri nice dress..` and i bought a pair or peep-toe shoe..` ((: now i dun koe wad top to wear sia..`!! )): how how how..`!?

fri
lessons as usual..` =/ after tat went to causeway point for dinner with ahh lee and the newly acknowledged d~i e..`~ ((: now damned tired sia..` haha..` gotta sleep..`! ((:

eri chan
ちゃん. 11:55 午後