after 6 months,
i finally smell the smell of mild seven again.

but it`s from another person of course.

i am missing this smell somehow.
to me,
this smell is special since 彼 is the one smoking it.
but to prevent him from smoking too much when he comes over,
we had made a pact.
hahaha
and i`m super sure that he will keep to this pact.
becouse,
he wanted the reward in return.
hahaha

mild seven.
(:


p/s: 彼 sure knows how to perk me upp during work. just a simple sms from 彼 in the morning is already enough to keep me going thru` the day. becouse i love surprise. (:

p/p/s: tmd C-さん went to tokyo and he is so damned cheeepo. he only had ard 500円 with him and NO WAY will he have to chance to go my windia 104 to stay over! and NO WAY will 彼 treat u for dinner even if u are a student and 彼 is 社会人. he can beg and pray hard for his other friends to pay for him BUT JUST NOT MY 彼氏! kns, the more i think of it now the more i get pissed off.

and
the more i think of it the more i dislike him even more.
disgusting guy with bad breath, weird taste, uzai, kimoi, ni-channel otaku, 自己中, わがまま, act pathetic, wtf! so many stuff i can write out man!

p/p/p/s: 2 more weeks to our BIG SPECIAL ♥ day. really damned looking forward. (:

ラベル: あい♥ユー

eri chan
ちゃん. 12:12 午前

finally i received my jlpt 3 results!
(:

it`s a passed,
and
i improved on my listening!
(:

but kns, the stupid grammer part is always the killer.
-.-

i am so looking forward to the weekend.
but maybe not.
coz i might die just LOOKING or BEING in the presence of so many singaporeans squeezed into one and half hall of expo.
):

がんばる

ラベル: Exams, アルバイト

eri chan
ちゃん. 9:55 午後

Radwimps - ユタユ

揺れたこの想いの向かう先を
なにも言わず僕は眺めているよ
言葉だけじゃいつも足りないのは
その手を繋ぐ意味を残しているの

今思い出が光る前に僕を見て
枯れた言葉なら もう言わないでいいよ

この地球は今日も僕をまわすよ
振り落とされないように しがみつくけど
掴った先は君の小さな手で
それを守るそぶりで 握り締めるの

今思い出が光る前に僕を見て
震えたその手だけは繋いでて

All of the mystics and existence will make you bring upon.
You'll never notice but you're always going to come back for more

今想い出が光る前に僕を見て
震えていたのはそう 僕の手のほうだよ

another song from radwimps 5th album!

i am soooo looking forward to it.

(:

but it is a sad song.

ラベル: favourite songs, あい♥ユー

eri chan
ちゃん. 11:34 午後

マジで

やばい

ウィッシュー


i am falling in love with....

heels.

hahaha

going to spring soon over there.

next time if i have the chance,
i want to view rows and rows of cherry blossom trees with 彼!!

oh yesh!!!
X))
met my agent ytd morning where he passed me a stack of brochures for my NATAS job.
oh my goodness.
they are so so new. as in the prefecture of japan.
富山 and not 富士山....
need to study for it thru` the weekends and do homework on it.

and i think i do not have enough time to finish my #2 surprise.
:(

i need to get an electric oven for myself.
(:

ohmygoodness.
kame was slapped in the drama,
*ouch*
nvm, this might help he win some award this yr for some tv awards..?
hahaha

i am so random.

ラベル: weekend

eri chan
ちゃん. 3:56 午後

suprise finally reached windia 104.

XD

alot of ♥ double choco cookies + まい・マヨ + ♥ letter

after.....

10 DAYS!

but good thing is... the cookies didnt spoil!!!!! XD


hahaha
waiting for my turn next month!
but sure 彼 cannot win me!!
because i got secret plan to counter-attack!
XD
finally escada is releasing this yr`s edition!

Ocean lounge.

nice color! XD

going to get it soon after launching!

ラベル: あい♥ユー

eri chan
ちゃん. 10:14 午後

is one of my fav. mint sweets.
(:

bought a large pack days back.
and have been chewing it once a day.
it`s interesting to read the captions and the illustrates on the wrapper of each minties.

sent it tgt in the mail for 彼 to try.
also serves as a breath-refresher after his T-time.
but just seriously hope it reaches windia 104 soon.
):

great bummer.
the ulcer has been staying super long on my lower lips.
need to sterilise its home tonight.

ooh,
i might want to re-try my C-time.
saw a good deal at one of the store.
(:

i want to watch love shuffle some time,
i want to watch rookies some time,
i want to re-watch bloody monday some time!

okie,
need to go for my precious sleep now~
and tml i need to go meidi-ya to buy some groceries!

ラベル: daily rants, ドラマ

eri chan
ちゃん. 12:11 午前

and

our happy 11 months~! ♥ ♥ ♥


but i am super worried about my mail.
):

will they really confiscate my mail?
):

will 彼 get it by monday?
):

will the things spoil?
):

omg.
so many things to worry about...
):

but hope 彼 will appreciate it.
i took so much time and effort in making it.
and just wished 彼 could just take a look at wad i did lar.
):

my first time doing it.
彼 havent eat yet but my 2 "brothers" already ate.
so kns.



but, i had a sudden date with rong just now.
(:
was supposed to be with my mum.
haha

and we had tonkatsu for lunch.
choco cookie cake + waffles for snacking time.
and super big sized barley to quench our thirst.
X)

and i finally did the hair i wanted so long ago.
(:

bought BLOODY MONDAY`s dvd!!
can watch anytime i want! (:
and some materials for my special day.
(:

after i reached home,
i found tat i`m finally going to receive 400 vitamin M from the government!
because,
i`m finally 21 this yr!
XD

yay!
going to save this money for "to meet bf fund".

okies~
going to look for idea to do my special day stuff! (:

ciao~

ラベル: daily rants, あい♥ユー

eri chan
ちゃん. 10:46 午後

the youtube account for tat daily entertainment for me was SUSPENDED!!
wtf!
stupid ppl who go and catch her.
X(
now i have no daily digest anymore!!!
KNS!

STUPID YOUTUBE.

ラベル: daily rants

eri chan
ちゃん. 9:36 午後

omg. ):

彼 promised tat he`ll wait for me. ):

and he went to SLEEP already!

maybe it`s my fault.


double omg.

i bought 2 mags from kino.

my usual one + another which give out a x-girl pouch!

wasting money again!


triple omg.

the envelope isnt big enough to hold the things i`m sending over.

need to buy from singpost.

orz


fourth omg.

a happy one though!

i`m going to work for NATAS travel 2009!

yay! time to meet more new friends there! (:


last omg.

i am sleepy but i cant sleep yet.

♥ letter to write.


ciao~

ラベル: daily rants

eri chan
ちゃん. 1:18 午前

ラベル: daily rants, あい♥ユー

eri chan
ちゃん. 11:49 午後

MESSAGE, (:

love is special,
love is important,
a message which i want to tell u so much.


even if love is weak,
even if love is unable to blossom,
please don`t stop believing it forever.


to seek for love,
to support the love,
it is not something 1 can do alone.


love is unchangeable,
love is your voice,
no matter how i changed,
i will still give u happiness,
one is love.

ラベル: favourite songs, w-inds., あい♥ユー

eri chan
ちゃん. 11:28 午後