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0018/11/13
do u koe tat u sometimes makes me scared?i really hope tat u will stopp doin` stuffs tat scares me.i`m afraid.please dun think of doin` silly things okie?i dun wan to lose someone whom i koe.u, i`ve known u since sec 1.a veri (x1000000000) quiet person who sits at the back of the class.got to koe u better since sec 2.still remembered the times when we went to chase after those singers.those actions bonded us tgt.sec 3. we separated class.but still, we were as good as buddies.though we did quarrel over some childish stuffs.we did make upp at the end. ((:time flies fast.yet, we learnt how to understand each other.got to koe ur family.went to ur house so many times.i could even close my eyes and walk to ur hse from bb stn.we mugged tgt even though we are takin` different subjects.we cooked tgt after our muggin` session.i even slept in ur room when i mugged till soo tired.i even went to ur hse to watch channel 54 just for the sake of w-inds.time flies again.we went to different polys.nyp and sp.totally different directions.business and science courses were our choice.so different.yet, when our exams were comin`, we still mugged tgt.funny at how we managed to study.year 1 ended just like tat.year 2 came.i am so busy with studies and social life.tat i somewhat forgotten about u.i seldom go to ur hse.i seldom get to see u.u were workin` then.it`s like so difficult to date u out.coz it`s either u are studyin` or workin`.i didn`t koe ur schedule.lookin` at wad had happen these few months.it scares me.things have changed so much.tat i cant catch upp.wad is wrong?u cried while talkin` to me on the phone.i couldn`t do much except to listen to wad u have to say.actually, i`m not good at comfortin` ppl.all i can do is to lend u my ears.i`m sorriew for not able to calm u down.when u had problems with relationshipps.all i could do was to give u advices.advice after advice.u had more experience dan me.but i still gave u advice.u heeded some of those i gave.i`m happy tat those advices i gave benefited u.u asked me whether waitin` for tat person is worth it.i said no.coz i can see tat, wad answer i gave, u will still follow ur heart.till now. i never regret havin` u as my buddy.my "brother".u typed "brothers always" on the sms u gave to me on my bday this year.i do hope it`s brothers forever.u smsed me those weird smses.i dun wan u to think this way.please change ur mind bout doin` those actions.it really scares me.dun leave this "brother" of urs alone.have u ever tot tat if u did leave this world, wad is goin` to happen to ur family?wad is goin` to happen to me?i dun wan to lose anyone i koe.u said tat u wanted to quit sch.do u koe tat it`s hard to live on with just an O-level cert?i koe tat the fees are heavy.but please. if can, go on with ur studies.i also koe tat part-timin` is hard on u.but, please press on.jia you.every nite, i did prayy for ur family to get better.i prayyed tat u`ll be alrite as the days goes by.but, i think the effort still lies with u.u need to get urself upp in order to face this problem.u koe mahh?i just wan to tell u this.tat i`ll always be there for u when u need me.
eri chan
ちゃん. 12:08 午前
